Happy Holidays ya'll.
My mom thinks that I didn't really like him since I'm doing okay. I said, "No, I did like him a lot. But when someone doesn't want you anymore...you can either let him continue fucking up your feelings or you can choose to let it go."
I'm pretty damn great. It's a shame you don't have me anymore.
Hence the total lack of updates.
The first week of class I probably took a one hour break every evening between studying. I studied Saturday morning and all day Sunday. I studied while JR was over on Saturday.
And I'm still behind!!!!
!!!!!!!!!
But I think I'm getting into the swing of things now. My TCU professor zooms through the material like crazy, esp. my pharmacology class. I'm grateful I took patho and pharm at UTA already and therefore have a sense of what we are talking about, otherwise there is no question about it: I would be TOTALLY UTTERLY LOST.
I really like TCU. I love the campus, I love the classrooms and I'm starting to really like the color purple. Even though Berto informed me that my scrubs make me look like an eggplant.
and now, eggplant away!
10. Autobots are useless. WTF. They are all cars, they can't do shit on their own. The Decepticons are freaking badass, with their plane and tons of construction car assembling.
9. Thea autobots didn't do shit the final fight, hiding with the military behind pillars. And I HIGHLY doubt some morons with a machine gun can bring down a Decepticon.
8. Too much story. No one cares about stupid Shia LeBouf and stupid Megan Fox (she's super hot, but her character sucks) whining about how they love each other but can't say it. Who cares?? Everyone's here to see fighting robots.
7. Inconsistent plot holes. First Optimus can (barely) beat Megatron, and then in the end he's just tossing him about like a grape? WTF you can't make someone super strong in like...a movie....oh wait, that happened in Rocky.
6. Useless plot developments. The symbols going on in Shia's head had NOTHING to do with the main point of the movie, at first they said they were after the symbols for the map, but then it was revealed the Decepticons already knew where it was...but then they didn't show up until Satellite-Bot told them where it was.
5. Satellite-Bot. ok what the fucking fuck, seriously? No one noticed a giant metal robot clinging onto our satellite?
4. "But with this matrix we can bring back O.P., right?" "I don't know, but it IS a power unlike any other power." I freaking groaned out loud at this conversation.
3. Slow as fuck. I want 3 hours of my life back.
2. Too little robot fighting. That's all I wanted to see, watching O.P. kick some Decepticon ass.
1. Sam meeting the first Primes, them telling him that he is "worthy". OH I'M SORRY I WASN'T AWARE I WAS WATCHING THE MATRIX: ROBOT VERSION.
sldjfsd;lfjsl;fjsdl;fjsdf conclusion: Americans on a whole are morons.
Write moar later.
I'm really concerned about living back at home with the parents. Specifically, I hope they will realize that I have someone who I enjoy spending a lot of my time with.
Anyway, time to watch trashy TV shows all day and be a bum. :D
Monday // 8-9 am POSC20303 International Politics (required global/social awareness elective ><)
1-7 pm N20284 Clinical
Tuesday // 8-10 am N20224
10-11 am N20163 Pharm
12:30-6:30 pm N20284 Lab
Wednesday // 8-9 am POSC20303
2-5 pm N20163 Pharm Lab
Thursday // 8-10 am N20224
10-11 am N20163 Pharm
Friday // 8-9 am POSC20303
After watching a cougar dating reality show (think Coug bachelorette), I reflected that I myself have quite a few cougar-traits. For example, I like being very dominating in relationships. I like knowing how the guy feels about me/the situation and I like having control over where we go and what we do. Also, I generally dislike going over to a guy's place because I naturally feel much more comfortable in my own apt/house/whatever. I like my computer a lot - it has all the internet settings and sites bookmarked - and I dislike browsing the net on another computer.
I am quite good at entertaining myself. If I have a day off to just chill, my general course of action is to lounge about wearing soccer shorts, drink Sunkist and boot up world of warcraft. I never think "hey I feel like going to see my SO/boyfriend." Of course, I do want and will go see him, however, if it's a ME DAY then you can bet your ass I'm chilling at home gaming or napping with the cat.
I think having this cougar behavior has helped me a lot in past relationships. I don't let myself be defined by my guy and I don't take bullshit from him, or anyone. In fact, for some weird reason, guys who I am interested in are "usually" are the ones who pursue me (or I guess it'll be a mutual pursue-ment since I like them too.) I don't tolerate maybes in my dates and therefore, I always seem to find the guys who want to commit or are sure they want me. That can be good or bad. because sometimes, i just don't feel like committing. In fact, MOST OF THE TIME, i don't feel like committing. Right this VERY moment, I'm not in the mood to commit - might have something to do w/ the fact i had to drive my ass back to my apt so i could get ready for class at 6 am to beat traffic).
ugh. can't live without guys, but living with them kinda sucks.
- Mood:
cold - Music:wang lee hom - xin tiao
I have a very, very, VERY low tolerance for stupid people. Lazy people is not too bad - sometimes you're just lazy. Ignorant people - no point in getting too upset with them. Rude people - hey, maybe they're having a bad day. But for some reason, I just cannot STAND HOW STUPID PEOPLE CAN BE.
It drives me INSANE. I'm taking sophomore english (thanks UT for letting me graduate with a degree without having to take any english class...too bad it fucked me over for any other college), and some of the people there are just MORONIC. There's this...dumb guy who talks with an air of "ghetto badass0rz" who verbally spews idiotic sentiments that can only be viewed with a certain sense of irony.
Our prof was explaining how our papers had to be 800 words, and he goes "DANNNNNG MANNNN, 800 WORDS???? That's, like, a whole lotta them words!! How long are poems, like, 5-10 lines? That's like, 100 words per line man!!!!"
It's mind boggling. Completely, utterly fascinating that someone this STUPID is attending college (granted community college, but I've met my fair share of intelligent community-college folk who are there to save money). Even more amazing that this kid hasn't like, exploded upon creation just beacuse his cells realized that a person this stupid shouldn't exist.
ughhh. Going to UT really made me an elitist jerk. I know that i was staring at this guy with an openly disgusted expression.
Then the prof decides to go into a 40 minute tirade about plagarism. Sighhhhhh.....I wish registered for this course early so I got into the online portion. Instead I'm stuck dealing with this bullshit for 2 hours, 4 days a week.
- Mood:
irate
This is the journal of the user formally known as XIAOYU.
Why did I make the change? Well, 99% of the reason has to do with the fact that I had 500+ journal entries, dating back to my middle school years, my emo high school years, my THUG LYFE years and my college boredom/finding myself years.. Some of them were really really embarrassing and some of them were really really personal. Going through and deleting them all seemed like too much effort, so I chose to delete my journal instead.
Another reason is that the user name XIAOYU is an embarrassment in itself. I don't know what the heck I was thinking in creating a user name after a character in Tekken 2. (That's right, it was THAT long ago.)
I've tried switching to different blog service websites over the years, but to tell the brutal truth, livejournal is simply the best. For one reason: the COMMUNITIES. I love the community and how there are people just as insane as I am out there.
So maybe I'm back to blogging here. I haven't decided officially yet. Somewhere along the road, I lost my zeal in boring the world with details of my mundane life. However my life is about to get much more interesting. (Nursing school meltdown, anyone?) Also I've been told I'm a pretty good writer (when I try) and I suppose that is a skill that "if ya don't use, ya lose it."
Plus, to top it off, it really is a great way to stay in touch with your friends. Add me because the juicy stuff (hah) will be friend locked.
xoxo
axl.
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artistic
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